I GIVE UP!!!
I HAVE BEEN TOSSING AND TURNING IN MY BED FROM 1.30AM TILL NOW...
WHICH IS AROUND 4.30AM...
FOR 3 HOURS I JUST CAN'T FALL ASLEEP...
BLAME INSOMNIA FOR COMING ON IMPORTANT DAYS...
I DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP AND TIRE MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I WILL FALL ASLEEP AS SOON AS I LIE DOWN ON THE BED LATER AT NIGHT...
FOR NOW I STARTED THE COM AND WILL DO ALL SORTS OF THINGS LKY FACEBOOKING UNTIL 6AM...
♥大東
Can't sleep...already 4am and have to wake up at 6.15am to get ready...bus picking up at 7am...really need sleep...but I just can't...I feel lky a week ago where I want to sleep but just can't cause next day o lvl result out...this new job is stressing me out and I feel so nervous for god knows why lky I am going to take o lvl results again later...updating from iPod...
♥大東
its finally
FRI SAT!!!
seriously it makes no difference for me cause everyday at home...slacking....
slowly there seems to be nothing left to watch although there are many...
but i think it wouldn't be a problem since i will be starting work on MON...
YES FINALLY A JOB...
and with yuqing...
although it is a 8 to 5 job but the pay is way much better than metro...
and it is 5days/week job...
only that everyday have to reach yew tee at 6.55am for the shuttle bus...
but still finally a job...finally PAY!!!
finally submitted my JAE at around 11plus 12 ytd...
if euu are wondering what school i am going...
98% RepublicPoly...2% NanYangPoly...
cause out of the 12 choices 11 are RP course...
the only NYP course i choose was Food Science and Nutrition...cut off point is 17...just nice for my ELR2B2...and this is under 3rd choice...
most probably end up in Hotel and Hospitality Management (1) or Integrated Events Management (2)...if i end up in NYP for Food Science Nutrition is really weird...since cut off for Hotel Hospitality and Integrated Events are 18 and 21 respectively...
need more clothes for JOB CNY and POLY...
okay back to my first sentence...
i was kinda looking forward to weekends cause i suddenly had cravings for shabu shabu buffet at Illuma or Hokkaido buffet at turf club...and since results was okay and on the day i took results dad wanted to go for hokkaido buffet...but mom was having quite high fever plus flu and everything...she couldn't eat much plus tasteless...i understand cause there was quite a few times where we went for good food and i had flu...really hate it cause everything euu eat is tasteless...mom has gotten better and i was looking forward until today dad got the flu bug...had fever and all that...not blaming him larhh...food can eat anytime...haha...its not lky euu can ask the fever and flu bug to come next week...
just watched finish KO3anGuo...
mixed feelings felt...
HAPPY is because DADONG is back as 孙策...
SAD is 刘备 told 孙尚香 that he is 修 AND 孙权 killed 孙策...his biological big brother...that means i can't see jiro anymore...
i just found out that JIRO is actually a big fan of G Dragon...
not sure whether it is true...
but the host said that he met jiro after fahrenheit's taiwan concert and asked him why he wore the white wig and jiro said cause he like GD...
if this is true i will freak out...
2 of my most favourites...
around 5.13 the host mentioned... ^^
♥大東
finally fulfilling what i want myself to do...
updated everything at the side...
new music to new loves to updated links...
blogskin i think ask yuqing help me maybe this weekend since we just got our o lvl results and have to make choices by fri...dun ask her now cause she looks lky having some difficulties with what choice to choose....
got nothing to watch le...actually have larhh...
family outing is so nice...
but those guest that i know i watch the episodes le...
left all the unknown people...
so in love with HyoDae...
Hyori+Daesung...so cute...wish to have them as my unnie and oppa...BIGsis and BIGbrother...
waiting for Strong Heart or 强心脏 subs to be out...normally chinese subs will be out on thurs...which is later...the show is aired on tues...this week's epi is still Taeyang and Daesung...i so love it when BIGBANG members go to variety shows cause they tend to expose alot of behind the scenes BIGBANG...very funny...and their YangHyukSuk's imitation...YangHyukSuk is their boss...he's famous cause he used to be in a group called SeoTaji and boys...below is the video of Tae Yang telling all about the story where YangHyukSuk described BIGBANG as trees...very funny...another must watch cause it also contains the collection of GD and Seungri's imitation of YangHyukSuk which they did when they went to Strong Heart on the first episode...
back to reality...
o level results was acceptable and was better then what i expected...
L1R4 + CCA = 16
all results are okay except for some happy/disappointed ones
combine science got D7...
but it was kinda expected cause i am freaking weak in chem and 09's chem apparently happen to be so freaking easy to others...so i think thats why it pulled the whole mark down... i really hope i did well in BIO...when i see my results i felt kinda bad towards mrs kumar...some more she's my bro's form tcher...indeed the next day she told my bro that she didn't expect me to fail science...made me so sad...
FnN B4...
seriously i was expecting an A2 or at least B3...
not to the extend of B4...haix...
happy ones are maths and COMBhumanities...
maths got B4 still okay larhh...no C can le...
humanities i didn't even dream that i could get B3...
i have been failing humanities since what sec 3?
haha...
was quite happy until i went to look at the courses i could go for...unfortunately cause my science got a D7 i am not eligible for about half of the courses...and in that half about 3/4 of those courses are either technology or game or design courses...just when i gave up on my lifelong dreams of fashion/interior design due to my crappy art and DnT...haix...
most probably i would be going to RP cause i am most interested in management courses...and RP courses the compulsory subject after maths and english happen to have combine humanities or FnN...seriously i have never ever imagined that one day i would depend on not my science but humanities result to get into a course...all courses that RP have i think most ppl are eligible...and they happen to have a photography club...^^ haha...
tmr will be going out to eat...
have to get out of my cave and interact with the outside world...
can't wait for chinese new year...
cause will have hongbao...
hope parents let us keep some...
alot of things to buy...
AND...
FORGOT TO SHARE SOMETHING...
KOREAN CONCERTS ARE SUPERB...
if anyone had went to taiwan artist concert...seriously they are nothing compared to korean concerts...i don't go for english concerts so i am not sure...
but seriously really gotta admit that although korean concerts are expensive but euu pay for what euu get...now i finally know how come concert tickets for korean artist concert not only in korea but in places lky taiwan cost a bomb...and even if it cost a bomb...korean artist concert tickets are all sold out with MINS...some taiwan artist concerts dun even have full house up till the last min of the concert...
seriously i have been to quite a number of taiwan artist's concert...from 5566 to WangLeeHom to fahrenheit
i still love fahrenheit but comparing to the last fahrenheit concert in singapore that i went to watch live to BIGBANG's last year's BIGSHOW in korea which i watched on DVD...totally different...the ticket pricing should be around the same cause fahrenheit's tickets were not cheap too...okay the first difference is really the should i say musicians? the band and everything...normal taiwanese artist got a band of what less then 10? even for WangLeeHom who is quite a figure in taiwan showbiz...BIGBANG's BIGSHOW in the opening 2 songs they have an orchestral of about 40 to 50 ppl...and not forgetting bands throughout the concert too...its diff to see a 40-50 ppl orchestral playing for even a song in taiwan concerts...
next is the fireworks...
normally taiwanese concerts on an average have about 5 to 6 times of such stage effects that they use on stage...but if euu watch BIGBANG's concert or even SS501 and other kpop's concert they have such effects ALMOST for all songs...or should i say about 3/4...they bomb paper ribbons out for every song be it dance or ballad lky they have a trillion trees and those paper don't need money...and almost all openings for dance songs they get on the stage with blast of fire crackers...
and their interactions with audience...BIGBANG in BIGSHOW was raised into the air and they flew from one side of the stadium to another...i heard that this time fahrenheit taiwan concert also have but i haven't watch...going to buy the dvd soon...MUST BUY cause i see janice watch until very high...she watched 5 times in a day man...haha...okay not saying this but every concert they tend to bring a lucky fan up stage...and not forgetting BIGBANG do parodies lky BOF and Beethoven Virus...parodies meaning they do their own interpretation of whatever they are going to do...and the extra VCR that were featured in the concert DVD was urber cute...pre show warning...something lky the video to ask euu to shut down euur phone before a movie screening in a movie theater...got english sub...and i will end with GD's solo stage...must watch...i strongly recommend BIGSHOW '09 cause seriously this is the best concert ever...can't wait for BIGSHOW 2010...which will be held on 29th to 31th JAN 2010...can't wait for the DVD plus GD's SHINE A LIGHT concert dvd too...watch the videos and euu will agree with me... ^^
♥大東
YTD WASN'T A GOOD DAY...
2 news...
one is total BAD NEWS while the other...not sure whether it is good or bad...
50:50 barhh...
not in a good mood cause didn't eat dinner...
actually is i dun feel lky eating...
or it might be because the bad news before dinner totally ruin my day...
okay the 50:50 news is o lvls results...nothing much to talk...
tmr going out with jas and esther to SP...
can meet Yuqing there too cause they also going around same time...
TOTAL BAD NEWS that ruin my day...
GD is going to be investigated by the police due to SHINE A LIGHT what violence and sex exposure rubbish...
the news article can be found under the title...just click in to see more...
GD will be formally investigated by the policeProsecutors to prepare subpoena for “lewd conduct to minors” for G-Dragon !total bad news...
its only the starting of the year and this officials are not giving GD anytime to rest...2009 was already bad for him and they are trying to make it worse for him in 2010...!@#$%
so what if GD's perf is exposing violence and sex to teens 12 years and below...
TV shows nowadays are showing so much violence and sometimes sex content on a daily basis...9 years old are getting pregnant and some even sex...GD's performance is nothing...and if those that are 12 years or less get to go to the concert it means that their parents agreed to let them go cause they can't afford it and even if they can afford it on their own their parents should know that they are going to his concert...agree-ing them to go means that they find GD okay...they would know who their kids lky and if they think GD's perf is always 12+ they wouldn't have let them go...so what is it about this netizens who didn't go accuse GD and all that...parents of those who went didn't even said anything and euu people are bulshitting...what the hell is this man...
he was seen crying during SBS Gayo Dajun...
i was watching live online and didn't notice his tears...
but seriously i think that my instincts are freaking scary...i stated before...
when i was watching his perf i was thinking that something is very wrong about the performance...not that it is not good and all but he just give me a weird feeling...i noticed the 2 streams of tear strain from his eyes down his cheeks....the next day news came out then i found out...looking back at the perf clips really he did cry...but YG personals have said that it was all the smoke used for stage effect...he was kept in a box full of smoke with the letter G...he was seen wiping his tears away but since the song start almost immediately after he walks out he could fully wipe and continued the perf...he is so professional...and even the staff of the show though it was scripted...as in make up effect and stuff...it suits the song HEARTBREAKER so much...see it yourself...below is the pic of the tears () and the performance including 2NE1 stage...in order...2NE1 performed first and GDYB staclick pic for bigger viewge was at the ending...i will upload videos in terms of sequence of perf on SBS Gayo Dajun...
♥大東
First time sleep until natural wake at such an early time... It's only 9.30am now...looks lky I need breakfast...nvm I'm off practicing my HEARTBREAKER ^^
♥大東
내가 배가 고프니까요 ><
it means i'm hungry in korean...
tend to get hungry in the wee hours cause i only eat 2 meals a day...normally noodles for lunch and rice for dinner...
just went to the fridge for a cherry apple about 30 mins ago and now i am hungry...
btw cherry apples are 1/3 or 1/4 of a normal apple...
haven't eaten breakfast for at least a month or 2...
really miss breakfast...and MACDONALD'S breakfast...
i swear i am going to eat it one day...
kinda hungry and tired and headache now...so i will update post bout GD...update music and wishlist since its a new year already...tmr...
I WANT HOOD TEES...
recently back into blogshopping...but dun worry i am just 'window' shopping cause i dun have money...saw many places selling hood tee...
hood tee prices range around $25 to $26 per tee...
I WANT TO GET IT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR...
saw one blogshop selling the hood tee that BIGBANG endorse...
of course not the real one...the real one cost 100plus...
but the replica one is exactly the same...
I WANT!
GD look so cute in that pic too...
he seem to be saying 'Seungri euu smell!!!' ^^
and i found out something...
prom cultivated my love towards MEGA HIGH HEELS...
heels that my parents would nv approve me to wear it...
i really wanna buy but lky i say no money...really need a job...
but my father had approve me into wearing it for CHINESE NEW YEAR...
in malaysia...the one i wore for prom...
actually i kinda secretly wore it out 3 times...
once to airport and my parents know...
other 2 is when i wore to causeway point...for esther's birthday and plain shopping with bro...
YUQING keep asking me go shop with her to get clothing and shoes for POLY and CNY...i also want to get clothes for poly too...
♥大東
okay its the 4th day of 2010...
2009 wasn't a great year...not for me...nor for GD...
i choose to write today cause bro has to sleep early cause tmr is day one in school...
so i am alone since 11.30pm...
it felt long but tell euu time has only pass an hour...
okay many things to write as usual...
cousins trip to singapore was great...although i really hope they would stay longer...
BBQ on 31dec09 and 1jan10 was great...31st was only with family cause it was kinda last min...1st was with my aunt...mom's lil sis's family...the fire was great (i was the one who start the fire...of course good larhh XP kidding) and also not forgetting on the 29th went to causeway with esther and jas and esther's whole bunch of male friends...seoul garden to celebrate her birthday which was on christmas eve...
ytd was quite fine then compared to the day before...
got a new bag and also new casing for ipod touch...thanks dad and mom for that...
really need a job...since i am so free from today onwards...i will get one...
i think its time to set new year resolutions for 2010...
- learn korean language (got to go work and save some money to pay for fees for lessons)
- get a job soon...need cash ><
- buy SIMS3
- master the piano scores i got my father to print...maybe not all but at least all of the BIGBANG ones first...till now i can confidently say WITH scores right hand of HEARTBREAKER is no prob... ^^ i have only practiced it once for less then 30mins...thats why i am proud of myself ><...aiming to practice about 2-3 hours a day...slowly get to that timing and then slowly increase...
- get into the course i want...
- get a camera...not digital cameras...photographers use one but not so pro as theirs...
well okay should i say this is the targets that i want myself to reach for the first half of the year...except for the first one...
i used to aim for temasekpoly...but my father don't want me to study F&B cause he feel lky no future...and also yuqing say she going singaporepoly...so after looking at the courses that SP provides...i am so aiming to singaporepoly...3 courses that i am interested in...
reads: course (2010intake) [cutoffpoint]
Hotel & Leisure Facilities Management (120)
[18]
Integrated Events and Project Management
(120)
[13]
Food Science & Technology (90) [14]
kinda difficult for me...i think aiming for hotel and leisure facilities management might be more reasonable...but still lky difficult...at first when i see i was lky no prob...but when i saw jas aiming for 15 or below...suddenly i think that this 3 courses are so far...and to think that my father wants me to go BIOMEDICAL which cutoffpoints is an unreachable 9 and intake is only 80...but to make myself to think abit positively I'VE ALREADY GOT AN A1 FROM CHINESE...but if going to hotel leisure minus the A1 i got already...average other 4 subjects must get at least B4...for IE&PM and food S&T average must at least B3...
okay enough about future...its making me nervous...today is week one day one of school...that means next week o lvl results coming out...><...i wanna go back to school today...i finally understand why ppl say they regret not studying in sec 4...its totally not results...but seriously missing studying days...i wanna go back to the innocent days where we hate to study and take exams...
okay tmr i will be back with GD!
too much to write about him and i see that today write quite alot le...
so i scared tmr got nothing to write too...
i also wanna go watch something le...whole day haven't listen to korean...abit uneasy...
and something to anticipate in...
I'M GOING TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN SOON...
not going to forget DADONG but a lil from what it will turn out to be...
it will be BIGBANG and lots of GD...
btw MOMOLOVE SO NICE...i have been crying for almost every episode since a few episodes back...it started from the episode that Shilang (dadong) start to hate Taohua (cyndi) or something lky that...i lky the SHILANG DADONG...very innocent and all...suits him alot...and did i mention that my room is going to get a fresh coat of paint...everything is here already...white paint and brushes and all that...and my room is going to be lky Taohua one...bright green with white furniture...so that means i am going to get new furniture or i might end up painting my bed frame white...although i so hate that bed frame...but i kinda want my room to be yellow...light yellow...lky hotels and resorts...well the green paint is not here yet and not even the coating is done yet...so there is time to consider...green or yellow...anyone can give me suggestions?
FAHRENHEIT's concert DVD is going to be released on the 8th...i wanna get it...or should i say must get it...haha okay gtg find more cute GD photos for my new blogskin so that Yuqing can customize for me...
♥大東
