my tears just can't stop rolling down my face... i really dunno whether not dropping a maths in the first place was a good choice... i really dun think i will make it... i am really scared that after trying i still get a F9 after trying so hard... IT JUST CAN'T GET INTO MY BRAIN... i am so scared i just break down in the midst of paper...
♥大東 12:05 PM.
Friday, October 16, 2009
promised to be back... but my feelings right now are not what i have expected it to be... i though i will be happy while typing this... i AM happy...but another thing makes me worry alot... hmm should i start with good news or bad news first? since i am sad now...well i guess bad news first so that i can end this happily... my dear Kangin ah...is in trouble again... previously the incident in the pub....where a group of strangers harassed Kangin and company...fights occurred and Kangin was being charged with alleged assault...however he kept his stand that he didn't hit anyone...and instead...that he had just taken hits...thankfully a CCTV captured the conflict and after thorough investigations the police acknowledge the fact that Kangin tried to keep himself away from the fight....Kangin tried many times to ignore the one person that kept following him and using violence against him....and that they will count Kangin's acts of violence as self defense... however at 3.10am today...he was involved in a car acccident...below is the news report
At 3:10am on the 16th, an intoxicated Kangin crashed into a taxi at the junction of Nonhyun and Hakdong in Gangnam, Seoul, and then abandoned his car before running away.There were two passengers along with the cab driver involved in the accident although it was fortunate that no one suffered any major injuries.Although Kangin had abandoned the scene of the accident, he turned himself in at the Gangnam police station at 8:50am. It was reported that his BAC level was at 0.082%, but that was 6 hours after the accident so it's not an accurate reflection of his intoxication.A representative from the police station stated:"We can take into consideration the fact that Kangin has confessed, even though it was some time after the incident. However, since he had fled the scene after the accident, we have to consider it as a hit and run. We will release more information in the afternoon."
Kangin and SM entertainment had released an official apology Kangin wrote:This is Kangin. I have nothing else to do but to apologize thousands and tens of thousands times. I should've been more careful after the incident last time but I let you guys down again.And I can't seem to lift my head.After the last incident, I felt pain day and night thinking I disappointed people. But as soon as I was about to lose a little of that pain, another incident occurs.I'm so sorry and I'm sorry again.I'm so embarrassed for showing this kind of behavior in front of fans that have always supported me. I should've been more careful thinking about my fans but I have so much resentment for what I did.And, my members from Lee Teuk to Kyuhyun, because of the last incident, I felt like I was a burden to my members but I have done it again to them so I can't even look at them. They are family to me and I can't stand the fact that I am hurting them like this. Also, to my SM family, I'm sorry. To everyone, I want to put my head down, bow, and say sorry once more.SM also wrote:We feel so bad about what has just happened with Kangin. We want to apologize to everyone who feel disappointed about this. We feel this is time for Kangin and us to think over what happened and try our hardest to not let this happen again.Kangin must feel so horrible for letting everyone down. He will head down to the police station on the 17th for his second round of investigations, after failing to show up at 2pm on the 16th.
i am very worried rather than disappointed... i am worried about his future in showbiz... i am scared that he might end up lky GaryChow from taiwan who fought in the streets and also lky Jaebom of 2pm...lky gary's case where public can't forgive him for what he has done and my most fear is lky Jaebom's case where everyone had forgive him for what he does...well maybe not all the ppl in the world but fans and so on...but he himself decided to give up or just leave showbiz lky that...i really dun wanna see him leave entertainment world and Super Junior lky that...i am still anticipating their collaboration with fahrenheit next year...especially from SM's apology...they seem lky they would work well with Kangin and support him...hence the chances of SM firing Kangin is not high...but it is Kangin that i worry would follow the steps of Jaebom...cause from his apology euu can sense that he is really down and there is a barrier in his heart that he can't cross...he got to hang in there and believe that he can overcome it...KANGIN HWAITING~
okay now for good news... and to fufil my promise... SS501 REBIRTH... hmmm...i think i reveal from the youngest to oldest...
i think JUNGMIN looked the best in all... other than JUNGMIN and LEADER hyunjoong all the others the smoky picture abit not suit... but all look nice in the black background...specially my JUNGMIN<3...
below is the newest video on SS501's press conference in Taiwan on REBIRTH album and PERSONA concert which would be held tmr...JUNGMIN's chinese improved alot...he sang the song beautifully...so cute
okay write too long le...can't wait for today's KO3anGuo cause this episode is going to be interesting from the preview...i just wanna say...
SS501 HWAITING... KANGIN HWAITING... SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING...
♥大東 10:40 PM.
annyeong... i am back... wanted to post 2 days back and also ytd (which has only gone 29mins ago)... cause SS501 REBIRTH album promotions/advertising will be kicking off by releasing teaser photos on October 14th and 16th....apparently according to age as on the 14th...SS501 magnaes JungMin (born April 3, 1987) and BABY HyungJoon's (born August 3, 1987) teaser photos were released on the Internet... which apparently is 2 days back where i wanted to post but cause i was thinking might as well wait for all of the photos to come out than post as a whole...all i can say is that JUNGMIN suits well into the concept while till now BABY hyungjoon solo pic and others that currently is only seen on the album jacket looks really weird...haha...not saying not nice...just that BABY hyungjoon kinda look lky a dracula due to e contrast of smoky makeup and his fair skin in addition of the smoky environment of the picture...the black background makes him look better though...still anticipating for LEADER hyunjoong (born June 6, 1986) youngsaeng (born November 3, 1986) and kyujong's (born February 24, 1987) photo that will be released later today...
i really lky this thing about korean culture... they are really polite and well mannered.. there's this point that i think is very good about their culture is that they respect their elderly... and by elderly it even means older than euu by one day...using SS501 as an example...although youngsaeng and LEADER hyunjoong are born in the same year 1986...however hyunjoong was born in june while youngsaeng november...difference in 6 months...so hyunjoong is older cause he is born earlier in the year and therefore youngsaeng calls LEADER hyunjoong HYUNG...means big brother in korea...
i lky boys talking in korean... i think that korean boys speak korean in a cute way... they sound lky they are 撒娇-ing... tried to find a translation for that in english but all i got was in a flirting way or acting lky a spoiled child... but non of them fit into what i am trying to convey... its abit lky cute whining... just lky when boyfriend is angry than the girlfriend acting cute to make him not angry? something lky that...
i found out something about me...my first love of an idol in an idol group...meaning the first person i lky when i see this group...doesn't end up to be my most favourite member...i used to lky hyunjoong alot at first cause of BOF...but after getting in contact with SS501...i end up lky-ing JUNGMIN more than hyunjoong...not that i dun lky hyunjoong anymore but he ends up after JUNGMIN...haha...and recently got into contact with another 2 idol group...i know abit late but these groups are of the same management company...SUPER JUNIOR and SoNyeoShiDae Girls Generation...or SNSD for short...i first got into contact with SNSD after watching SS501 and SNSD appearing on Star Golden Bell...thru there i notice them cause it was that show that started the rumours of hyunjoong and tiffany...so obviously my favourite at first was tiffany...but now got to see more of their performance i lky Sooyoung and taeyeon abit more...and also got a better impression of jessica...sooyoung is very pretty and sweet...and her legs and height...envy them...she is 170cm...tallest in SNSD...taeyeon is a very sweet girl...(left sooyoung right taeyeon)
and also i started to watch taeyeon in We Got Married... and ended up noticing Kang-in...who was one of the couples in We Got Married... cause he is hosting a radio show with taeyeon... hence they are quite close and both couples often meet up to spend their "married days" together... so kangin drawn my attention to Super Junior... and now i am so addicted by teukie virus ^^ teukie is Super Junior's leader...Leeteuk...or pronounced as Eeteuk... angel without wings... he said he is an angel that has came down to earth as on his birth day it was raining...haha also finds heechul interesting...he is lky hyunjoong...4 dimension...but i still lky kangin...especially when kangin and teukie come together...kangteuk couple...or normally known as tom and jerry of Super Junior...i found out that i would normally end up lky-ing the tom and jerry of an idol group...in SS501 is JUNGMIN and BABY hyungjoon...haha... one picture of kangteuk... (left leetuek right kangin)
but i still find that in Super Junior i prefer Leetuek more...second kangin third heechul... if their Super Show 2...which is the name of their asia tour...is coming to Singapore...i want to go watch...cause it is worth it...their performance are great...lky SS501...so i believe it will be interesting...and getting a ticket to watch 13 boys perform at one go is worth it...and if they really come to Singapore i hope Kangin will be in too...cause of the recent assault case that he was involved in in korea...he didn't whack anyone...somebody drank went to cause trouble in the cabin where he and his friends were in and there were some conflicts...the other party said that Kangin hit them but according to the footage taken the judges imply that he did all that in self defence...there was rumors that their upcoming Super Show 2 in thailand kangin was not included...KANG-IN HWAITING newest update i saw at 2.04am 16 October (although news is long ago one) : Korea popular idol group Super Junior has confirmed having concert at Taiwan . Sorry Sorry has been gaining lots of popularity at Taiwan , Super Junior member are very delighted about it , also Taiwan is SET to be the last station of Super Show 2 ! Date : 20th February 2010 Time : 7:30pm Venue : Taipei Arena haix...there go my wish to see Super Junior perform unless i go to taiwan...
okay today write too much le...
after the REBIRTH post i am going to post a post of leeteuk...teukie<3
BTW SS501 IS IN TAIWAN RIGHT NOW...THEY ARRIVED YTD TO START PREPARATIONS FOR THEIR ASIA TOUR 'PERSONA' WHICH WILL BE HELD ON SAT...WHICH IS TMR...HWAITING...FAHRENHEIT'S TAIWAN CONCERT WILL BE HELD ONE WEEK LATER ON THE 24TH AND 25TH...SAT SUN AFTER SS501'S CONCERT IN TAIWAN...SAME STADIUM...JIRO'S MOMOLOVE IS GOING TO AIR ON CHANNEL U NEXT SAT IF I AM NOT WRONG...SIMULTANEOUS WITH TAIWAN AND THAT FAHRENHEIT IS GOING TO HAVE A COLLABORATION WITH SUPER JUNIOR NEXT YEAR...LKY AH~
♥大東 12:29 AM.
Monday, October 12, 2009
GOOD NEWS! SS501 is making a comeback this OCT with their newest mini album REBIRTH... specific date 20 OCTOBER 2009... really lky the concept of this newest album... 5 SMEXY guys...smoking HOT... the smoky make up really make them look sexy... below is the news article... btw some of them really look different and when me and bro lay our eyes on this album cover we had a hard time recognize some of them... FYI if euu really can't recognize...from left to right SEXY CHARISMA jungmin...BABY MAGNAE hyungjoon...LEADER JIHOO SUNBAE hyunjoong...PRINCE youngsaeng and lastly SS501 forever's CENTER kyujong... this concept is TOTALLY jungmin... quoted from the article "related to their revamped image of pure charisma and sexiness." its just SO him...it was easy to notice him as this IS him...the usual smexy jungmin...
After a year and seven months of their hiatus as a group, these boys will be releasing a new album on the 20th of this month. The album will be called "REBIRTH", perhaps related to their revamped image of pure charisma and sexiness. Their jacket cover was unveiled today with the official release day just around the corner, exuding a strong force through their smoky make-up. The kind and gentle Jihoo sunbae is nowhere to be found in this picture.
Meanwhile, the format of their album will also be "reborn" from the plain combination of a CD and a booklet. The limited edition will include a hundred-page flipbook style diary and a pictorial, as well as a nice poster for our beloved Triples to hang proudly on their walls.
and also another news article on HARDWORKING JUNGMIN <3 Male group SS501 Park JungMin has been studying hard for Chinese language for their upcoming Taiwan concert.
SS501 will have their concert ‘PERSONA ASIA TOUR IN TAIPEI’ at Taiwan Super Arena on 17-Oct.
Park JungMin whom the reporter recently met with, is practicing hard for a Chinese song which requires him to study Chinese language for their upcoming Taiwan concert.
Park JungMin said “I am studying Chinese language in order to be able to converse with the fans in our Taiwan concert. Especially since the special solo stage is a Chinese song, I am memorizing the lyrics by heart now.”
In fact, Park JungMin has been memorizing the Chinese lyrics at each spare time during the recording for their mini album ‘REBIRTH’ to be released on 20-Oct, and getting ready for their overseas concert.
Park JungMin said “Even though we have studied a new language due to the long period of activity in Japan, but Chinese language is still very unfamiliar to us. With this opportunity, we will put in even more efforts in studying Chinese language. In the future when we see our Taiwan fans, we want to show an even more ready image.”
SS501 will return with all 5 members after 1 year 7 months with the release of a mini album ‘REBIRTH’ on 20-Oct.
and also SS501 is on the cover of this week's I-weekly...
a pity i can only view it today...
cause we subscribe I-weekly...
they only deliver to mailbox on tues when it is out on mon...
just came here to spread my joy with everyone out there...
btw LOVE my new LIMEGREEN towel...
reminds me of SS501...its their official colour...
♥大東 11:59 PM.
ANNYEONG... have not been blogging for quite some time already (LONG time)... haha... many things have happened to me recently... FIRSTLY and most importantly is that i am official SIXTEEN... haha...i know that a week or so had pass but i still wanna thank all those who wished me a happy birthday...JASPREET darling who sms-ed me in the morning on that day...and the horse that look lky a donkey coin bank...a horse is difficult to find...thanks for e effort... YUQING nv say happy birthday to me...sad...haha...anyway thanks for the belated birthday present euu and chermain got for me...love e bear...i hug it to sleep everyday...and hug it everywhere i go (at home...dun believe ask my bro ^^)...oh and also the facebook wishes...also thanks to ShiYun and JingZuan sunbae-nim...charmaine and H (sry can't write name out just in case YQ might come and kill me ^^") for the facebook wishes...also esther who didn't know it was my birthday but thanks for the birthday hug...btw euur face got SO~ red when me and jaspreet told euu it was my birthday in canteen...haha... oh yarhh and also not forgetting my DADDY and MUMMY... thanks for raising me up for the past sixteen years...i know that i have been on euur nerves due to my temper and all that...sorry...but no matter what euu all know that i am not meaning it deep down in my heart...also THANKS FOR E I-POD TOUCH euu got for me and I-POD NANO for bro...haha...
i am really addicted to KPOP nowadays... in-curable i mean seriously... i have to watch videos and check news of kpop entertainment everyday... just one day without listening to korean language makes me feel un-easy... and also i have the urge to say YUBUSAEYO (i spell it lky that cause that is how i hear others pronounce it as...and i pronounce it this way ^^) when i pick up the phone...haha... but korean can be a difficult language... they have many different sayings for each english word... example hello in english there are FOUR ways to say it in korea... Informal way (talking to friends) - Annyeong Formal way (normally to seniors or strangers) - Annyeong haseyo Very formal - Annyeong hashimnikka when answering phone - Yeoboseyo haha...just now went to causeway point...saw a learn korean CD... my mom promise to get it for me after 'O' levels for me to learn... ^^ (didn't request but my mom remembered me saying that i wanna learn...and she getting for me...so happy...) however i must be proud to say that i have mastered some basic words used commonly by SS501...from all their videos...words lky mal (horse aka JUNGMIN ^^) chinggu (friends) miso (smile) numpid (eyes) namja (male) quanchana (its okay/fine) gae (dog aka HyunJoong) etc...some words are not the actual english spelling but i wrote it as how i pronounced it haha... i really want the BOF dvd set... just now saw TS roadshow at causeway point...got sale...than i see why BOF DVD so cheap at $12...it was on 50% dixcount but without discount it is still at $25... i think is china version one... i went to the store but all there is is this version... I FREAKED OUT...i mean seriously... before my birthday lky a month ago i told my bro...i want it... he told me to tell my parents and ask them to get it for me for my birthday...but i didn't... i was planning to share the cost with my bro a few weeks back... but now they dun have the previous four box version... i was feeling really down...and suddenly rmb popular has...but i was thinking chances were little that they still had that version...but still went to check it out...there was still one set left...i wanted to buy it straight away...but my bro ask me to ask my parents...i didn't dare...so he helped me told them...but there was no response... VERY VERY SAD NOW... finally found it lky it was some kind of limited edition stuff and only one left in singapore lky that...but didn't get it...i scared ppl buy away... :(
so tmr i am not going to school...nor the day after or the rest of the week... i prefer studying on my own... seriously school don't work for me... cause i can't study as a group or what so ever cause so long as there is someone i know around that area, i will start to chat non stop...leave alone at least i will be more concentrated...mom allow me to go to library to study cause ppl doing some roof repairs at my flat...so it will get really noisy...planning to head down to civic center starbucks to study maybe tmr or day after with my bro...after his exams in the morning...than maybe i go causeway get the BOF dvd...but i dun feel lky using my birthday money...不舍得用...haha...
btw i am supposedly to be studying late now... cause my mom said 'i assume euu are going to study late tonight...so tmr i dun call euu up so early ah...' i did study...but i need to relax too... haven't had my daily dose of KPOP medicine yet... so signing off here to relax and either continue studying or go to sleep and wake up early tmr to study...BTW i have set my alarm at 6.30am to wake up to send my bro to school...and also to ask him to jiayou for his papers... ^^ YQ i re-linked euu le... can't wait for my aunt to send me my birthday present from japan... the SS501 perfume...yup she got it for me and should be arriving in japan soon... if i am not wrong maybe by this week my aunt will receive it...
SS501 and ME and ALL THOSE THAT I KNOW HWAITING... it means fighting...or jiayou in chinese... no matter for exams or daily life...
