I AM SO ******* TIRED OF MY LIFE... sry if i have to use that word okay... and any dirty words i have wrote in this whole post... i know i dun use it often... or even at all... but i am really sick of this... cried in e morning... who cares... only liying know... so what... i am really sick of this... parents are always so so damn biase... i found out that all parents are always better to e younger one... who even cares about e older one? everybody would go "you are a grown up...why must i care about you" or "you are mature enuff" but sometimes e older one really needs the care and love... yarhh talking about care and love... euu ppl are doing it in e wrong way... freaking wrong... euu ppl are doing it lky "why you get such marks" or "you know how to think right" talking about extra concern to e younger ones... friends are always telling me..."warhh your father/mother so good" or lky what esther say "your bro so good to you" or "you so close to your family"...well i gotta say you are so damn wrong... once my bro fell down... logically every sis or bro will laugh right? than they scold scold scold... lky what the **** also not i make want right... suckers... they are always scolding me but when it is my bro they nv say anything... i know i spent alot of money on magazines... but please... this is my only way to relieve my stress... what rights do you have to stop me from doing it... i always wait until example august for me to get the june volume so that it is cheaper... and sometimes even skip meals to get a magazine i always wanted... why do you have to stop me... marcus everytime go out spent money on arcade... why dun you all scold him... compared to other ppl... i really dun spent much... alot of ppl say issit i too stress than got mental problems... you always say she where got... i tell you...i do have stress... but not of school... because of you ppl... and you are right...about the recent probs i have with my friends... but most of it is you ppl... euu all are always saying why ppl can do it you can't... i really dun know why... i have worked hard... but why are you ppl keep on rubbing salt on my wound... always scolding me when i get bad results... euu think i not sad issit... scold scold scold... sometimes i really feel lky ending my life... although i am not suppose to say this... but i really cannot take all this anymore... everytime euu ppl are always ignoring me... i die who cares... i know i am short tempered but thats me... all characteristics are inheritated from you ppl... want to cry also cannot... i really can't take it anymore...
btw forget about that... just went to lot 1 with jas and xue ying... did had a fun time... had mac for brunch... walk round lot 1 for lky 2 rounds... than went back to mac for ice-cream... saw alot of cows... and also a majiong pc game...e characters all are from one million stars generation 1 and 2... the mc's... contestants and judges of the show didn't want to right what was up there after i see all e cows... but i really can't take it anymore...
HATE IT...HATE MY LIFE...
and btw... happy belated birthday to JIRO WANG DONG CHEN (DADONG) which happens to fall on e 24th august...aww...
btw if anybody wants to have a good cry,which i am doing now... and you LOVE 模范棒棒堂... have a look at this... this is the graduation part...most touching and also e announcing of the second generation lollipop members...but e announcing is today night play one... tmr than i put up e link... btw just to let you know 小祿(ahhhh...),阿本,小馬,毛弟,李銓,鮪魚and野獸... have been choose...info from www.warnermusic.com
its really hard to say goodbye to you ppl lky in e video... but i have no choice... you ppl choose to leave me... i can't do anything... all i can do is to really wish euu ppl all e best... thanks for being at my side... THANK YOU...
♥大東 3:10 PM.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
esther have been pastering me to post ytd... didn't want to ytd... school has been okay...just can't wait for friday... WALL-E... I WANT WATCH... maybe going with bro... on tchers day...but he want go back fuhua... i dunno larhh maybe also going back... but no more tchers i know... all leave le barhh... today just decide to post some videos from youtube... all about lollipop... for yuqing... and for those who want to watch larhh... haha... and btw if you go to youtube and video is blur... try typing &=fmt18 behind the address... this allow you to watch it in a higher quality... not so blur... but i think so far only bang bang tang can use... no harm trying the others but i dunno will work anot... some may... BTW this videos i put here dun have e &fmt=18
小禄 野兽 James Bound Mission Impossible
their singing rocks... 小禄 (xiao-lu) sing nice...haha...he is the skinner one... 野兽 voice also good... both of them are the few with nice voices... i lky the last part...when they fight...
nice...haha... rocks...
王子+毛弟 - 邱氏兄弟跆拳舞
for yuqing...she likes 王子... btw i didn't know that 多多can play piano...shock sia... his piano play until very good...
多多 - 多多的最後一次
haha...oh still got a few links i want to post for a few of e bang bang tang shows... the other parts if euu wan watch just find link from youtube... cause if must list down got lots and lots of links...
模范棒棒堂 PART 1 極感人的畢業禮物交換(上) 最令底迪難捨的棒棒堂回憶 (graduation) :this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0IJdFzSVCstwo
模范棒棒堂 畢業升級總評比(上) part(1/5): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwotuyG2HT4 this one got first,second and third part...must go find
the graduation wan got alot ppl cry... owodog both videos also cried... fabien cried in e graduation until whole face red... and the 評比 a-wei wear that suit is andy ge's wedding costume... yes he is married... during may... lollipop and hey girl is his bride maid and so on... dadong got go... andy ge invited him, kenji, fan fan, hei ren and so on haha... dadong rocks... so does xiao-lu
♥大東 6:47 PM.
Friday, August 08, 2008
FINALLY NDP IS OVER haha...train for 3 weeks le...finally.... all e hard work we had put in... turn out not bad huh... although still not that good...haha i was perspiring like a mad person under e rain... my face was wet...sweat was dripping... yarhh and not forgeting the 2 rivers flowing down my back... so scary...i though what was happening to me... next friday shiyun is treating us to ice cream from mac... haha...confirm will go one... and sharfina keep nagging me to get e badges... lky duh i know what to do... finally got my civil defence badge... waiting for everyone to complete healthy lifestyle... going to malaysia in a few hours time... promise ridhwan to get something for him... but of course must pay larhh... going back till monday... haha... going to have bbq there... first time...haha... and btw... HAPPY 101 POST TO ME... haha... didn't really expect to get this no.
